Tuesday, November 22, 2005  10:20 PM
the nice and the bitchy.
It does not pay to be nice. Not in this world we live in, definitely not. I'm sick of being Miss Sugar and Spice, simply because I'm tired of having the world trample over me. I admit, sometimes you need the attention, and being nice does not warrant you any. You're just the girl behind the scenes whom everyone assumes will be there for them forever and therefore she gets left alone; it's okay when no one walks with her because she won't take it to heart, it's fine when her small gestures go unappreciated because that's what Miss Nice is supposed to do.
I want to be a real bitch. I want to have that personality and that spunk that stands out from others because in this screwed up world, that's what people appreciate. What's the point of being a smooth diamond when it's the jagged rocks that get recognised instead? This whole entry is unlike me, I suppose. But whatever, I couldn't care less anymore. Now I see why some people worry so much about image, because there are only a certain handful of 'images' that this world aspires to be, and niceness is not one of them.
On another note, my legs ache like hell. After a whole year of not even running 200m at one shot, I decide to run 3km yesterday morning. Brilliant I am, and now I'm suffering. I need to stay home and recuperate and decide what type of bitch I'm going to be for the rest of my life.
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