Thursday, August 18, 2005  11:15 PM
jesus, lover of my soul.
New blog template, up! YAY. I feel like this is a new milestone in my life or something. Of course, the really beautiful design could only be done by Xiujuan. :) Thannnkkk youuuu dearie. MWAHH.
Anyway, I think joining Campus Crusade in NTU's one of the most 'right' things I've done so far in my life. I actually desire to praise God on another day other than Sundays, and I really hope to get to know the people in my DG on a more personal level, and I pray that they will become my pillars of strength as I go through the four years of university life. Today, I went for the first 'Crossroads' session, which is a time of praise and worship, as well as a message, and I thought the worship session was lovely, and it actually made me reflect and think. My mind has cleared today, and I feel somewhat freer. I've been uptight and had so many problems on my mind over the last few weeks, and today during worship, in an instant, I saw the light - through the lyrics of this beautiful song.
It's all about You, Jesus
And all this is for You
For Your glory and Your fame
It's not about me
As if you should do things my way
You alone are God and I surrender
To Your ways.
I've been selfish, and I've only thought of myself and therefore keep spiralling in a circle that only revolves around myself.
I've neglected God, and what should really come first in my life. But I know now, with this realisation, that I can truly be happy again. :)
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Sunday, August 14, 2005 12:06 AM
trust His heart.
Trust His Heart
All things work for our good
Though sometimes we can't see how they could.
Struggles that break our hearts in two
Sometimes blind us to the truth.
Our Father knows what's best for us;
His ways are not our own.
So when your pathway grows dim,
And you just can't see Him,
Remember He's still on the throne.
God is too wise to be mistaken,
God is too good to be unkind,
So when you don't understand,
When you don't see His plan,
When you can't trace His hand,
Trust His heart.
He sees the Master plan,
He holds the future in His hands,
So don't live as those who have no hope,
All our hope is found in Him.
We walk in present knowledge,
But He sees the first and the last.
And like a tapestry,
He's weaving you and me
To someday be just like Him.
God is too wise to be mistaken,
God is too good to be unkind,
So when you don't understand,
When you don't see His plan,
When you can't trace His hand,
Trust His heart.
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Thursday, August 11, 2005 10:35 PM
ineloquence.
I feel really ineloquent sometimes.
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6:19 PM
stashed away.
I refrain from telling you what I really feel towards you;
Because I only long for your happiness.
It's not the easiest thing in the world,
In fact it's stifling me inside, I'm left confused
And wondering why I'm never given that chance.
I know exactly how you feel,
I feel the same way, but I can't tell you
And with my heart kept locked with the key thrown away;
Thinking back on what I've done wrong
My deepest secrets buried eternally beneath.
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