Saturday, January 07, 2006  12:24 AM
By faith.
I am the girl who holds everybody's little secrets and is about to burst from knowing too much.
I am the girl who wishes I could tell somebody all my problems and they would find the right words to say.
I am the girl who thinks too much about other people's problems and as a result derive a splitting headache from it.
I am the girl who has random crushes on guys and the guy likes my best friends back.
I am the girl who guys love to confide in about my best friends and how to get closer to them.
I am the girl who doesn't know why I'm not the one who some guy talks about with my best friend to get to know better.
I am the girl who detests being boring and nice.
I am the girl who used to have such low self-esteem and thinks its all catching up with her once again.
I am the girl who thought it was all in the past but suddenly realises that people still do have mean things to say.
I am the girl who sometimes feels like no one really understands her.
I am the girl who is all trigger-happy on the surface and is scared sometimes to open up because she has an oversensitive personality that thinks about what other people will think of her which annoys her to the core.
I am the girl who stares out into the night sky and feels the loneliness creeping up on her.
I am the girl who thinks too much.
I am the girl who tries to have faith, who used to think that faith was the only thing keeping her sane, but is starting to get cynical about it.
I am the girl who believes that God is the only one who can truly love her for who she really is.
"Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see." - Hebrews 11:1
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